Young man,
Might I call your attention to a few things of great value. If I could give you an amulet of good fortune for luck on your journey of life, then I would instill an attitude of curiosity and relentless question deep within your mind's eye. If I could arm you with one mighty weapon for Armageddon, that would absolutely be the pure and simple humility of nature/ the universe. You would be fearless.
Store up what no one can take from you, what is of greatest value. This is the ability to see the beauty we live amidst. It is hard won, so be patient.
Should you be so troubled and not know what to do, remember the rule " in ten years what difference would it make ."
When your out of luck and money, wolves have encircled you, some of which are members of your own household, and your world is turned upside down, believe this is your greatest opportunity.
Imagine that an infinitely intelligent Spirit wants more than anything for you to understand him, to be well read and inquisitive. He wants you to study all religions, so that you can understand all people. He will require you be up to date on your science, and extremely capable in mathematics. He wants you to understand the vastness of space and how it relates to time, and how terribly important is every hour of chance.
Carpe Diem
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