Individualism

Storm over the ocean.

You plan it most of your life. You keep it in private, because in your heart you know it is good. You protect it from those close to you, who would kill it if only they had the slightest chance. But now that the time has arrived, you have come to realize how difficult, is its survival, and you sometimes don't know what on earth to do, to say, for those all around you can not or will not advise you in this loneliness that only you can understand.

It is good that you feel this way. It is called individualism. It is the main ingredient in the Armies of Heaven. Don't get in a hurry. Scrutinize and refine it in these days of your uncertainty. Make it pure. Remember that a simple absence of humility, arrogance is a lie, the little bitty untruths, or those altered/twisted in the slightest fasion, prolong unspoken suffering. The white lies are a blatent disrespect of everything true. The act of questioning one's self can change the future, but then you would have to recognize yourself as a little fish in a big pond.

I have discovered many enlightening ideas that would encourage the development of your conscious oneness, in places where men can not see. This is the real value of your being. Your talent, if pursued diligently, can bring rain to a parched and deserted ground/man/seed.